Monday, August 2, 2010
I don't know where I'm going . . I feel totally lost. I know Dave would not want me to be unhappy and to go on living life as we "both" knew it. I miss him terribly, I miss everything about him, especially his humor . . that boy could make me laugh everyday no matter what the situation was. I never would refer to him as a man, I always called him a boy . . we met when we were 17 years old and he always looked the same to me. He had a wonderful spirit about him, too kind of a heart and very funny laugh. I've called his cell phone just to hear his voice . . to hard to listen too sometimes.
His death has challenged my faith . . I've had a hard time praying lately. We don't always understand what the Lord has planned when these kind of things happen to us. I prayed over Dave many times for healing and the Lord really did heal him . . . Wow!
My kids have been amazing . . so strong. I know I'm doing all the crying for them. They all have their Dad's spirit . . STRONG and RESILIENT. Knowing that has been a real comfort to me.
I'm sorry I haven't posted anything lately . . still need a little bit of time to get back into the swing of things again.
"O Lord Almighty, blessed is the man who trusts in you" (Psalm 84:12)
Posted by Sandy, Sisters of Season at 5:02 PM